last november 27, 2009 there was an event held in CCP.. It was the Philippines-Korea Friendship Festival.. my friends and I went.. WE WERE SO LUCKY!!! we got very VERY good seats~!!! (2nd row! yeah! Thank you aldren~chan~!! Kamsahamnida!! Arigatou Gozaimasu! SALAMAT!! XD) and we finally saw SHINee in person!!! XDD we almost died! wahahaha... XD *fans* Mighty Mouth and Winter Play were also there.. we really enjoyed Mighty Mouth's performance! (a friend of mine caught one of Mighty Mouth's scarf~! kyyaa~ XD)

Isak was so beautiful.. She and Luis Manzano were very good hosts~ I enjoyed it because they were so bubbly~ hehe.. It sad cause Taemin wasn't there.. He was sick so he couldn't come~ T,T *sad*.. but we saw Jonghyun, Minho, Onew, and KEY~Oppa~!! They are waaayyyy more handsome in person! ahhaa.. XD I hope next time SuJu or BEAST would come too~ XD

it was like a late birthday gift to me~ XD it was a really memorable day! I shouted my lungs out! ahahah.. XD

dreams do come true~ XD

i haven't done any "worth-looking-at" artwork lately.. maybe because im adjusting to college life...? but i did a recent artwork.. i think it turned out ok.. the guy looked like a guy.. though i need to work on drawing guys more.. and it looked detailed enough.. ~^^~

i hope i can create better artworks...~,~.. i'll do my best! hehehe...

so yeah.. im a college student now.. a freshie..^^.. im taking up BS HRIM.. in UP diliman.. im staying in a dorm inside the campus.. so i miss my home a lot.. maybe that's why i haven't been drawing much.. i only did sketches in the dorm.. i usually make okay artworks when im at home.. but i go home every weekends..^^

hmmnn...

please view my artworks~! ~^^~ and comment on it if possible.. i'd really appreciate it.. constuctive criticisms are also very much welcome.. ^^

so yeah.. i finally submitted something!

but its really crappy.. ill do better next time!

gomen nasai!

"my GAIA avatar"

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i've been addicted to the song LOLLIPOP by Big Bang and 2ne1.. did you know Sandara Park is in 2ne1..? a new group in korea..? hehehe.. just felt like sharing it..~,~

yes! summer n!~^^~

before i start cleaning up my devwatch (1277 artworks to check out! T,T), ill just update my journal..~^^~.. just random things^^

we just graduated! im no longer a high school student..T,T.. hs life is over! it kinda sucks bec i only enjoyed being a high schooler when there was only a month left till it ends! i was always busy with studying and always being conscious with my grade that i missed things that high schoolers do.. it was only very recently that i had close friends in other sections and other year levels..etc etc..

im gonna miss my classmates..i do hope that we'll keep in contact.. we're studying in different schools so its gonna be hard to update each other on what's going on..*sigh*.. oh well, at least we made good memories! ~^^~

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summer..

i wonder if i'll ever find a summer job.. hehehe...

since i hv more time ill be updating on my drawings more..~^^~.. like last summer..~^^~ im a little rusty coz of lack of practice..~,~.. i also want to have piano lessons, or drum lessons, or dance lessons, or swimming lessons.. but i think its not really possible..hehhee..

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i really want to COSPLAY! ill work on it this summer..hopefully..~,~.. i just started to costrip..~^^~ hehehe..

wow~! i haven't checked my deviantart account for such a long time!! T.T....wwwwwwaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!! *cries*

I have such a hectic schedule in school!! T.T.. so much to do but so little time! T.T really! i think im gonna commit suicide soon! (just kidding~) but i might die if this continues! im depressed, panicky, angry (with myself and others!), sad, emotional, anxious, confused, oh! and did i mention depressed..? I have no time for my hobbies at all! I can't draw properly, i can't read fiction books for liesure, I can't practice coloring my drawings, I can't watch anime, I can't learn dance steps, I can't research about my liked anime/stars/etc.. I can't do anything I like!!! T.T. it's always assignments, projects, practices, reviews, quizzes, exams...and FAILURES! one can handle only so much! T.T... the failures that im experiencing are terrifyingly increasing! i feel so down...T.T there is no second where im not thinking about sumthing that is related to school!! T.T... and there's this thing with money...I don't have much but I have to pay a lot in school!! there are so many activities to pay for! i can't handle this anymore! I HAVE NO MONEY TO SPEND FOR MYSELF AT ALL!! Every cash i can use is now gone! I can't save up for the things i want! T.T oh! and there's this thing with crushes! I wish I was immune to puberty! I wish I could just not like anyone at all! (at least for the moment...) This stupid crush is making me suffer more than I need to! T.T Then there's this thing with friends too! I feel alone even when im with them! why..? i don't know why!!! T.T... I feel confused nowadays! T.T

wwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! SUFFERING!!! T.T

I can't wait till school's over! im graduating in a few months! I can't wait to be relieved of all this stress!!

I need cash very badly! if anyone can help me...please do so!
Im open for commissions! I do commissions if you want! message me then we'll talk! if your interested... HELP ME WITH MY FINANCIAL PROBLEMS PLEASE!!

I haven't opened my dev in such a long time...so now, i have 912 deviations in my devwatch... and 175 messages..!!O.O wah! no time! T.T

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SORRY...i just need to let my feelings out...>.<